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Hatchet

by Matanah

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1.
The Machine 01:38
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For Gabriel 03:07
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Desire Lines 01:47
There’s a bunch of little demons living in my belly All their little parties always making me feel heavy So I swing a hot axe hit a piece of metal Put the steel to the hammer head and move it from the middle Paddle hard and paddle low and maybe you’ll hit us both with the blow Paddle hard and paddle low and maybe you’ll hit us both with the blow The way we talk about desire lines Like urban happy trails Sliding on the ice Watching it melt I burned my hand at work And cauterized my epidermis I bit your mouth so hard it bled inside your beating heart Paddle hard and paddle low and maybe you’ll hit us both with the blow I’ve never felt safer when I make her cum while you are inside her with my tongue I love it when the birds cry while my butterflies lie slowly on the swole
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Wellbutrin 02:34
Round and round and round we go in circles learning how to grow we always get another another go it’s always different than the first and Excavators digging holes and Grass is growing when they’re gone and Rain is falling all around and Snow is melting in the ground Round and round and round we go in circles learning how to grow we always get another another go it’s always different than the first and Baby I know it’s crazy in your head Hold yourself a little bit longer We’re not dead yet Darlin’ I know you wander in and out of this I know we’re in some troubled waters But there’s a break ahead Round and round and round we go in circles learning how to grow we always get another another go it’s always different than the first and Baby I know it’s crazy in your head Hold yourself a little bit longer We’re not dead yet Darlin’ I know you wander in and out of this I know we’re in some troubled waters But there’s a break ahead
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Sugar 04:00
I said down with your trouble I said clean up all this rubble I said everything gets better every time that I wake up I said I don’t like it when you lie And I won’t lay down in it at all I’ve got my diaphragm heavin’ for you And I’m breathing for sure You better bet that I’m feeling for you And I’m about to break loose like a bat that’s been battling for some unconventional sugar Sandy cracks in the summer So much romancing and banter We won’t capture any flags here Till they’re red a year later Eyes can see as far as we go With our chains and our chokes I said down with your trouble I said clean up all this rubble I said everything gets better Everytime that I wake up I don’t like it when you lie I won’t lay down in it, at all
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Death Doula 04:02
Grief will find it’s way like water Through sentimental sediment Grief is shameless and does good work For those who mourn with grace and let us in Paitience is a friend who chooses no one For all our flaws we deserve to begin again We had the privilege of being canaries In a gas fire of everyone’s making Someone mistook the most damning look As the honor of being martyr I smell propane leaking I see resentment creeping Hindsight serves in silence while we learn again Chaos took over the landslide Everyone lost and we all died Little did we know that the mind had a hole And we all could have safely climbed outside Grief will find it’s way like water Through sentimental sediment Grief is shameless and does good work For those who mourn with grace and let us in Paitience is a friend who chooses no one For all our flaws we deserve to begin again
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We were in a cabin I was pulling back a sheet And then you found a spider that we all wanted to see Sometimes I was a manatee and sometimes I was watching thee Traverse a frozen river where a captivating hawk had found itself within an iceberg being guarded by their watch Look at me in fiddlers green where I came so lean to recover from another dream I’ll tell you how the thread correlates complexity While we co create reality I was on a bender And I made a few mistakes And then when I was ready to return it wouldn’t take We know there is a way to be that generates with empathy and mitigates the aftershock of losing what is dear to us We know in spite of all that rash and rile can cause we care to trust Look at me in fiddlers green where I came so lean to recover from another dream I’ll tell you how the thread count correlates complexity while we co create reality Even when you feel like dying not for lack of trying and the chips are flying there’s another way Even when you feel like helping on somebody else doesn’t mean that you don’t also need some help yourself We all know a story That’s been told to us since birth And when it dies we know how good it feels and how it hurts Crack me open break me up See my scars and fill my cup Watch me drink my own good luck While your privilege stains my blood Hold my heart and grip my throat Sometimes drawing helps us float Say goodnight and wish me luck Loving a life that will be dust I was just a child And I didn’t even know That everyone around me was just fight with their ghosts
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Tycoon 03:14
Fuck you I trusted something I shouldn’t have I didn’t think you’d make a choice on whisky but you have I knew that something wasn’t right from the start But I believed a fool who gaslit a fire under me Someones looking out holding on Holding hope and feeling something Wondering when the pain is gone Wondering when the next shoe’s dropping dun, dundundun Danger dun, dundundun Danger dun, dundundun Ain’t it difficult coming from a big boom I think you’re a little baby tryina be a tycoon I think you’re eleven million dollars short of being cool I could be your scapegoat I could be your mother I could be the way you show your dick off to the others Fuck you I trusted something I shouldn’t have I didn’t think you’d make a choice on whisky but you have I knew that something wasn’t right from the start Thank you for pulling through and proving something fucked up to me Someones looking out holding on Holding hope and feeling something Wondering when the pain is gone Wondering when the next shoe’s dropping Fuck you I trusted something I shouldn’t have I didn’t think you’d make a choice on whisky but you have
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Disciples 03:36
We come down from the clouds to be found They don’t know what we sew while we’re bound There is a dynasty waiting to comfort thee constantly turning and churning new ways to be There is an outpost whose angels do look For every injustice that they do dare shook We sat down wondering when the ground would begin Giving out from beneath our fleet Just as we started to slumber in somber We heard something so sweet There is an icicle slicing through blood and bones Dragging a fire across every muscle tone As I cry out to you in the night I always foresaw myself learning to fight Everyone who started something has begun a way to grow wings We have found a way of sinking that results in better breathing When another southern storm blows all the little frigid north woes Clean across my open ribcage Bringing up the battles I’ve waged There is an outpost whose angels do look For every injustice that they do dare shook We sat down wondering when the ground would begin Giving out from beneath our fleet Just as we started to slumber in somber We heard something so sweet There is an icicle slicing through blood and bones Dragging a fire across every muscle tone As I cry out to you in the night I always foresaw myself learning to fight
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Equilibrium 02:12
Nothing seems to stay the same This is something that I pray Will never change I don’t wanna I don’t wanna I don’t wanna I don’t wanna I don’t wanna I don’t wanna I don’t wanna Die Before I’ve walked you through this life You know I’ve lived so many times Nothing seems to stay the same Even ocean tides do change

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This album is sliding scale payment. This means you can pay anywhere from $0-beyond. This project is valuable to me and I hope it is to you as well. $15 to $20 is the recommended donation for this music but you can listen to the entire album here and on youtube for free. If you can afford to, please donate something. If you can't, you still deserve to have music.

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released October 23, 2021

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Matanah Birmingham, Alabama

I use my music to tell autobiographical stories about intimacy, heartbreak, damaging memories and hope. Many of my songs use fairy tales and allegory to transport us and activate our imaginations. Heavily influenced by shape note singing and the Appalachian mountain music I grew up with, I craft harmonies and rounds that are infectious and fun to sing for me and often stick in the heads of others. ... more

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